Saturday, September 13, 2008
7:11 PM
Ok, so this is apparently my 100th post. I realise it took me long enough to get here, but hey, with the irregularity of my blogging these days, its not hard to imagine why.
I actually have alot thats been happening, but honestly, writing it all down here is way too draining, and i don't quite have the energy or the will. But one thing i WILL say, is that, life sure has a nasty way of sneaking up on you. Things have the apparent illusion of looking perfect, and then in one felt swoop, things change. Words which cannot be retracted are spoken, tears that cannot be reclaimed are shed, memories which shouldnt be lost are eradicated, and dreams which should have been a reality are shattered.
In short, things change. In the blink of an eye, and your helpless against it.
It sorta feels like the darkness is fast closing in on me now, but then again, when you think about it, theres beauty even in the darkeness, in the dark of the night. And no matter how lost you get, there are always those twinkling stars to point you in the right direction. Show you the way home. Make it all better.
So when the night comes, fear not, cuz theres always the promise of dawn which awaits.
Now if only i could make myself believe that.