Saturday, September 29, 2007
4:23 PM
Hey guys, sorry i've been dead to the cyber world for awhile....we just moved into our new house and so we;ve pretty much been devoid of the internet. Its been torture, but oh well, i survived. YAY me! lol!
So yea, just wanted to let you guys know, in case any of you, like my useless best friend asogan went on an imagination overdrive and thought that i'd got kidnapped and put up as a cannabilistic sacrifice..haha! A little over the top, but since he said he missed me, its all gd! Though why it took him 3 bloody weeks to realise that i'd gone MIA is beyond me...
Ok, thats it for now, i'll be back soon... (i added the "soon" after the "i'll be back" in case i risked sounding like a rip off of arnie...)
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
9:24 AM
List out 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. A kickass stereo system
2. An exceptionally high ENTER score
3. a shopping spree!
4. A trip home
5. chocolates galore!! omg, i'm gonna get fat!
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you is:- Lata
2. Your relationship with him/her:- Good friends/ex school mates
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her:- awesome personality, very smart, one of the nicest people you'll ever meet, ADORES chocs just like me!!, and someone who's there for u whenever u need her..
4. The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:-she came to the airport to see me off and CRIED!
5. The most memorable words that he/she had said to you:- i miss you!!
6. If he/she will become your lover, you will:- erm, yea sorry, i'm not into the girl and girl thing
7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she will have to improve on will be:-um, prob to be a little less crazy, cuz 2 CRAZY ppl dont work out...lol!
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:- haha! not a chance! but if we do, i'll creep into your room and shave off ur head! hahah!!
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason being will be:- that i came back to sg and she didnt bother to see me...lol!
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:- go watch a movie with her...
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:- satisfied, loves what she has and never lets it go
12. How do you think people around you feel about you:- that the screws in my head are WAY loose...hahahah!!
13. The character you love of yourself is:- my ability to always see both sides to a situation, and my craziness! lol! though some ppl would beg to differ...lol!
14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is:- i can be very pessimistic sometimes, i am extremely sarcastic, and i have crappy mood swings
15. The most ideal person you want to be:- o man, i never know the ans to this qns
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people:
1.Sammy
2. joel
3. ruth
4. jade
5. jing
6. lata
7. angela
8. aruna
9. lydia
10.taufiq
17. Who is 6 having relationship with?- i have no idea what his name is, but she's HAPPY!
18. Is no.9 a male or a female?- female!
19. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?- hell no! omg, no way!
20. How about no.8 and 5?- for one they dont know each other and i dont think they're into tt whole lesbian thing...haha!
21. Where is no.2 studying?- ngee ann poly
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?- about a week ago? we seem to be missing each other! :(
23. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?- i dont know abt bands, but she's nuts about robbie williams and micheal buble.
24.Does no.1 have any siblings?- yeap, sisters...
25. Will you woo no.3?- hahah! nope! no offence ruth! omg, there are alot of lesbo references here!
26. Is no.4 single?- um, i think so...oops!
27. What's the surname of no.5?- jing, u have a surname ah? i thought ur name was just wan jing! omg, shit!
28. What's the hobby of no.4?- reading! she loves it!
29. Do no.5 and no.9 get along well?- yeap! they def do!
30. Where is no.2 studying at?- ngee ann poly
31. Talk something casually about no.1?- sammy! i lOVE her! and she's one of my best friends!
32. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?- haha, aruna! nope, i just met her, but i love her lots!
33. Where does no.9 live at?- yishun!!
34. What colours does no.4 likes?- i have NO idea
35. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?- hahah, nope! but they're friends
36. Does no.7 like no.2?- haha, erm, somehow i doubt it! lol!
37. How do you get to know no.2?- YJC, and his emo blog...hahha!!!
38. Does no.1 have any pets?-um, sammy, do u? i dont think so...
39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?- jelly!! she's a cutie!
Sunday, September 9, 2007
1:55 PM
What happens when you simplty skim through or gloss over the seemingly unimportant thimgs when you should in actual fact be perusing through them to expose of turn up a hazardous danger?
What happens when memries which were the essencse, the very definition of your happiness somehow slips further and further away from you and suddenly become so obfuscated and vague that you can no longer find even the most menial pleasure from them?
What happens when moments of elation become obligatory and bring you nothing but trepidation , poignancy and dysphoria?
What happens when after such a long time, you finally realise the utter lack of hope you face, the oblivion which stares you in the face, daring you to be happy?
What happens? I really wish i knew. Wish i knew why memories fade, why happiness turns to sorrow, why you keep biting the dust. Perpetually falling down..and not being able to regain your footing...
Friday, September 7, 2007
10:42 PM
Sitting in a car today, the silence so pristine and unspoilt. it was simply one of those moments. One of those moments when you suddenly notice one minute, oblivious aspect that you've neglected to notice on so many other occassions prior to this. I sat there, and all of a sudden, looking straight ahead at the myriad of cars passing by at approximately 100km/h, it all suddenly stops. The light has turned red, and all of a sudden, all form of activity ceased to exist.
I look ahead, and i notice how the side of the road parallels the sleek bodies of the cars...all lined up in one solitary row, waiting for the light to change for that they can turn right. Turn right to continue with their lives, their loves, their stories. But at that one moment, during the interim period of one minute, the lights of those cars were flashing in unison, everyone waiting for the same thing, for the light to turn green, so that they can carry on with their lives.
But in that one moment, we were all connected. Not literally, but in the sense that we were all existing together in that moment. At the same place, and the same time. I wonder what the emotions were which were running through the minds of those people. Were they filled with trepidation? were they elated at the prospect of seeing a loved one, or were they dreading what was to come? I'll never know, but thats the beauty of it though....that as those pristine white lights flashed in harmony and the light flased red, all our stories stopped.
In that one solitary minute, our stories had taken a time out. A break in the time continum.
how surreal is that?
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
4:10 PM
its so close that i can almost taste it. the fresh crisp mountain air, the scenic view i get merely from gazing out of my window, and, the most imperitive of all. A LOCK! if there's one concept my present living quarters doesn;t cater for, it's privacy. so right now, i'm suffering from an utter and complete lack of it.
so close but yet it seems so far. just barely out of reach. it's like i'm streching out my fingers, but they need to be just 1cm longer, and they're not. the wait is tortourous!
alright, back to the books. what else do i seem to be doing lately? don't answer that, its redundant since there's only one solitary answer which fits. 2 more months! freedom! i can almost taste it...and it tastes sweet, so sweet that i probably shouldnt indulge in those fantasies right now. and sammy? i'm SO sorry i keep dissapearing on u! :) love u always!
Monday, September 3, 2007
3:29 PM
I keep telling myself over and over...like a mantra. "1.5 more months! 1.5 more months!" Hoping that by saying that, it'll make the long neverending process, the remaining time less torturous....ARGHHH!! i'm going insane from all the studying! Maybe i should just inculcate my brothers motto into my life..."Dont study! Just FAIL!!" lol! nah, i think not. They dont allow stupid people with crap grades to become journalists...
So, last thurs, half day curriculum day. and we had a WAFFLE PARTY! for those of you who have no idea what that is, don worry, we made it up, so NO ur not a numb skull if u didnt know wat it was...so yea, we made waffles, had ice cream, a MAJOR overdose of chocolate! and watched GIRLY movies!! woo hoo....! and 1,2 way thru the choc and the waffles we had a food fight and went running all over the house trying to get one another dirty, in the process looking like utter and complete imbeciles! lol! but it was SOOO much fun! Mekkie, Elle & Fair, i LOVE YOU GUYS!! :)
Got our Year 12 Rugby jumpers today!! finally!! and they look awesome! lloydy, and thorpe were so touched that one wore his on with the tag still in tact, and the other did a semi strip show on the stage just so she could get into hers...lol!
Gotta get going on my uni applications pronto...now, if i only knew where to begin..like evan said, i've got a computer and a VCAA no. so i'm 1/2way there...lol! Ditto!