Thursday, November 8, 2007
12:16 AM

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searching for forever was in your hands
And when you think of how love was all that mattered after all
It sure makes everything else seem so small
-Carrie Underwood
Sometimes, the problems which have been plaguing your life for as long as you can remember are sometimes trivialised so magnaniously that you're left standing in a pool of doubt, wondering whether or not there was in fact something that warranted your undying worry and fear.
All i know right now is that i'm surrounded by so much doubt that i'm beginning to question my initial emotions. going back to the very root of the issue and trying to see what was it that was so great about it which reeled me in so rapidly. was there ever anything there to begin with? was it all a lie? I used to be so sure. but now....
i'm just left standing here. unsure. and surrounded by this massive whirlpool of questions. all these questions to which i have no answers.