Saturday, August 11, 2007
10:39 PM
I have so much to write about. But for once, i have no words to describe them. For all my eloquence, i have nothing to say. Can't seem to quite put it all together yet. Maybe i never will, but for now, i have nothing to say except that you should never let your gaurd down. ever. Hoping is a big no-no. theres no such thing as "fair" in this life. and however sad and unfair that is, thats the cold hard truth.
Life is SCREWED UP sometimes....and if one more person tells me "
it's meant to be" or
"everything happens for a reason" or
"he's in a better place" or anything of that sort, i will honestly
PUNCH YOU OUT. So if u have nothing out of the ordinary to say, just dont say it at all...unless you want a huge black eye at the end of the day. Just be there for me. your presence and silence and knowing you're there is all i need. For now anyway...
ps...i'm so sorry if i'm being a pain. but right now ,
i honestly just dont care.