Ever feel like you're being sucked down a whirling pool of water, and you keep struggling again the magnanimous currents, fighting back as hard as you can, but its not making much of a difference. Like quicksand....the harder you fight and struggle, the deeper you go. Till nothing or no one can penetrate thee cocoon anymore. I kinda feel like that sometimes. Like i'm gasping for breath, breathing in so deep but comin up with nothing. Doesn't help that i'm claustrophobic either. lol!

My family and friends have been the wpitome of supportive...forcing me to think about other things, taking me out to help me forget, just for awhile all the things which seem to be going wrong. Anyways, rachels party. YAY!! she's finally legal! woo hoo! wrote her a wacky card with banana's & PJs in the front....lol! she really cracked it up! then she got to the end and almost started crying...haha! i love you rach! HERE ARE THE PICS!!

Yea, so that was Rachs'party. Then there was the Year 12 re affirmation dinner, the night i sang in sch for the first time! i was SO NERVOUS! i thought i was gonna puke! BUT it turned out awesome! Everyone loved, as in abs LOVED it! YAY!! haha! and then the teachers asked me to sing for the entire sch the next day. Needless to say i nearly fainted from all the hyperventilating i was doing, but i manage to get through it, and it was even better than the 1st time! woo hoo!!so yea...it was AWESOME! haha! here are pics from the whole day. long, tiring but worth it at the end of the day...

Alright guys, i'm out! Ciao!